Tuesday, March 31, 2009

HSM results

A few days ago I received an email basically saying Congratulations, if you're getting this it means you've been cast in High School Musical! It then went on to say that they won't be announcing any of the roles until rehearsals start. In June. Two months away. Which seems kind of odd to me and also terribly agonizing waiting that long to hear which part you are (even though they want you to commit right now).

Unfortunately, regardless of role, I'm not going to be able to take part in the show. Some ongoing personal stuff is happening with my family, and it turns out we're going to have to be in Arizona for six weeks this summer. Mid-May through the end of June. Which cuts big-time into rehearsal period. I know that going to AZ is something that definitely needed to happen, so I'm at peace about not doing HSM.

I'm bummed (especially after how well my audition went) that I won't find out about what role I was under consideration for, but in a way, not knowing makes it easier to bow out of the production. I really wanted to do this show, but I also have complete trust that not doing it must mean God has something that much more amazing ahead for me. He always does.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Quotes: Robert De Niro

"The talent is in the choices."

"It's important not to indicate. People don't try to show their feelings, they try to hide them."

"One of the things about acting is it allows you to live other people's lives without having to pay the price."

"The hardest thing about being famous is that people are always nice to you. You're in a conversation and everybody's agreeing with what you're saying -- even if you say something totally crazy. You need people who can tell you what you don't want to hear."

"You can look into my background all you like, but I have never had problems with authority on film sets. Even if I disagree with a film director, I work through it. I am also not one for regrets. I don't regret any film I've made, because there was a reason for making it at the time. If it hasn't worked out, then don't spend time worrying about why and how. Just move on to the next project."

~Robert De Niro

Monday, March 16, 2009

My Simple Wish

This old off-Broadway song, sung by Lily Taylor, is super-cute!

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Auditions: High School Musical

A local university is putting on High School Musical this summer. Usually they only open auditions to students or professional performers, but since this is High School Musical . . . they let high school students audition for roles, too. Auditions were last Saturday. My appointment time was 10:10 AM. (Perfect, so I could go straight to dance class afterward.)

For auditions, you were required to bring a headshot, resume, monologue, and 32 bars of music to sing. I used a monologue from the film A Cinderella Story. I liked it because it was contemporary (like HSM) and sort of emotional and intense and fun. I was really able to use some of what I'd been working on with Hallie and Glenn, and I felt super-comfortable and happy with it. The song choice was a bit trickier, because I'm used to being able to sing an entire one, and finding a mere 32 measures was difficult. I ended up using part of "The Wizard and I," mostly because it's comfortable for my voice and can show off my range a little.

The auditions were held in the university's theater. The audience was empty except for one person, just the director. She took my resume, headshot and form and glanced over it. She asked if I'd seen the movie, I said yes. She asked about the dance choreography at the end for "We're All in This Together," and if I thought I could do that. (Yes.) She saw my piano experience and asked if I thought I could play the songs the character Kelsi plays. (Yes.)

Then I went onstage and gave my sheet music to the pianist. The stage has a rounded front, rather than a normal rectangular edge, and somehow that made it seem much more vast. A single spotlight shone down on me. I picked a blank spot in the audience and started to sing. It went fine, my voice wasn't as wavery as sometimes (nerves weren't too bad) and I didn't mess up. (I'd been worried because I'm not used to singing the song with piano accompaniment, I usually use iPod and karaoke.) The director told me she felt like I had a really big voice that I'm possibly not aware of, and she wanted me to try singing part of it again and try to make it sort of deeper/richer/bigger. I did, and she stopped me after a couple of lines and said "Good, that's what I wanted to hear."

Next I had to switch modes to do my monologue. I took a moment to gather my concentration and get into the moment. I had a really good time performing it, and I could tell while I was doing it that the director was absorbed in and connected with what I was saying, which is the best thing. You know how sometimes when you're watching/reading/listening to something, and when something makes you think, you make a kind of thoughtful "mm" sound, as if inwardly nodding? Well, she did that a few times during my monologue, which was happymaking. The first thing she said when I'd finished was, "Where have you been, girl!?" I smiled and laughed gratefully. She asked what I'm doing after I graduate, and I said I'm taking a gap year to figure things out but ultimately I want to act, and she said "I'd love for you to come be my student." (She's a theater professor at the university.) I said thanks and I would definitely consider it.

One thing that stuck with me was when she told me "you have great emotional honesty;" referring to my monologue. I think this is perhaps the best comment someone can give me in regards to acting. It's something - the only thing, the most important thing - actors strive for. Honesty. To be truthful and believable in that moment. As E.M. Forster said, "Only connect..." It's also the most difficult thing, and something I've worked so much on, both in the work (shows and film) I have done and in the workshops I've taken.

She said she'd let me know results "within the next two weeks." It's been one week...so I should find out anytime now. The main thing is, I'm very happy with how it went, which is really all one can ask for where auditions are concerned.

Thursday, March 05, 2009

The Climb

(There's a lot I want to say right now, but in the end this says it better than I can.)

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes you going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle
Sometimes you going to have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith


-miley cyrus